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Saturday, September 18, 2010

OUCH!!!

Ouch!!it hurts!!But its a good day for me...
how come it will become like that?just now after activity, I was talking with Elaine Lim and "king kong" in front there...then when the St. Johns after marching i walked to the side door..but I forgot what Zhong Wei said to me..and I pinch him...he said this to me--欠我一次...wakaka...but at the moment...Dylan Lim walked here...and then Zhong Wei told him what I did to him...then change people...that moment...Dylan played me like something...aiyaa...after they walked off, I taught that there is no one that I know them behind...then I fell down...but what I did not mentioned--Zi Neng is behind me...and now--hand bleeding, knees hurts too...but now, my knee of my right leg "bengkak"...I know at the moment I fell down, Zhong Wei, Dylan and Zi Neng was watching...the another thing I know at the moment is they were watching me felling down... at the same time, Zhong Wei and Dylan was trying to walk to me...but their senior don't let them walk to me...but i don't know why...and Zi Neng behind me, I don't know how he recognize me...but what I know is he is trying to help me at the back...but Zhong Wei and Dylan has already beside me...they are trying to help me...but I don't let them to help me...there is some reason I don't wanna them to help me...
-They look like are my *** ******...
-If they help me, I don't know what the others will think...(Zi Neng-someone likes him and he already has a           lover...
Zhong Wei-there is someone liking him in class...
Dylan-haha...I don't know lo...)

-I scared that I will fall-in-love with them...
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whatever...
Zhong Wei, Zi Neng, Dylan...I just try to list you guys as my brother...but another things is real...actually I will list you guys as my brother has some reason...maybe after the first we interact with each other, I felt that you guys act as my brother...so i will list you guys as my siblings...another reason is...secret (is just for someone there...) I will tell you guys some day...ermm...Dylan, I met you since both of us are at 6...so...I'm glad to meet you again...

Thursday, September 16, 2010

对不起...

有些事情,使得当面说不出口的...
其实我今天也才知道有一些事情的来历...
第一件:秋蔓,原谅我对你的发泄,我并没有不爽跟你...那天我只是没心情玩这种游戏...而不是故意要让你生气的...既然你都生气了,那我再怎么道歉也没用了吧...如果你看到了这封信,不过你还在生气,我也没办法了...
第二件:Ah Kiong, 对不起...其实我也不想要跟你道歉,只不过因为你是仁凌的男朋友...要不是你是我的前任干哥...我才会跟你道歉...得不到你的原谅也罢,再怎么说...你也许要跟我早事了吧...要早事快点找...不要等到毕业以后才后悔没跟我找事...Jin Keat,不用再帮我跟认领传话了...和他和好并不是件困难的事情...困难的事再要怎么跟Ah Kiong 道歉...Jin Keat,你可以帮我想想办法吗??我拜托你...帮帮忙好不好...今天,放学时,是我和你第一次讲话...只不过讲了一句话...那也够了...
第三件:仁凌,对不起...在面子书里...我不小心的暗道了一个按键---BLOCK...我不是有意要不block 你的...我是不小心的...原谅我之前对你的不满...对你的发泄...


总的来说...我不想失去任何一个朋友,一个姐妹,一个兄弟...我不想失去我们之间的友情和亲情...我很想回到过去...我很想回到我和你们认识的那天...不过,我们不能回到过去...我很想不要活在过去,但是我办不到...原谅我的过错...
(秋蔓,思欣,仁凌,还有我...上次讲好的事情,还要照着办吗??key chain...还要买吗??给我一个回应好不好...)